back from new york

last night my girl got back from new york and arrived in houston at around 1230-100 in the morning. i was so excited to finally be able to talk to her online and not the scratchy cell phone. i miss her so much. i was planning to go up to see her for like a day before she left for north carolina to see her brother... but she got back and told me that she needed a day to herself to rest and such... i was kinda dissapointed but i understood. kinda had my hopes up for seein her though. then that morning after i woke up we talked again and shes like, ok i really want you to come up, etc. etc. and so i'm like woah! ok well this is good! i guess i will get to see her.. then she changed her mind again! so now i'm worried... what is going on? and we kinda get into it which is rediculas... and then finally she tells me the truth. the fact was, it wasn't her dicision of whether or not i could come... so she really did want me to, but i just couldn't cause of someone else. so oh well, i'll have to wait 2 more weeks! i miss her soo much! sometimes i don't know how i can do it... i want to hold her so bad, i want to run my fingers through her hair and just be so close... i can't get started on this again.. your the best babe! ... so anyway

today i waited for napa to call.. and they didn't so i'm gonna call them tomorrow. and then i washed my motorcycle so thats one less thing for my dad to bitch at me about. after that anna called so i went over to her house to watch white noise (it sucked so bad it was kinda funny), eat too much candy, and then we played tony hawk! i wonder if thats ever gonna get old? hehe, nahhhhh! then phil called and wanted to meet anna down at ihop. we decided that i'm gonna tag along so things aren't so awkward between them. which when we got there.. i felt the awkwardness; but it wasn't that bad. so here we are, all three of us, just basically sitting there staring at each other for an hour... thank god some of anna's friends showed up and lighted up the situation. i don't know what is going to become of phil and anna.. personally i think they just need some time apart.. time to really think if they would value one another as a friend.

well it is late and i'm tired of typing. so till next time... you can just read this. haha